Go on failing. Go on. Only next time, try to fail better.
Samuel Beck
Samuel Beck
The theme for today's Learn Something New actually was aimed at "time".. i am useless with time keeping as well.. even if i plan, make lists, write it in calendars, set my idevices to remind me.. you can guarantee, i forget. Much to my husband's dismay, I still cannot get our anniversary right. In saying all that, I found a much more important recurrent theme to my life: Failure
If I can fail at something, I can guarantee you that I will. I have pondered this all day (yesterday) but I was too exhausted to blog about it, though i managed just about to take a photo to use for this post.
I did manage to get to the Moxley Crop... but once there, it all turned into a huge failure.. it wasn't anyone's fault but my own. I once again realised that i just don't fit in, that social situations scare the living day lights out of me and that i lack social skills on all fronts. A couple of ladies tried to make conversation but soon left me alone, I ended up shuffling some paper around and then made a hasty retreat before I was noticed.
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| This is the makaton sign for bad/wrong, the right one for fail escapes me and the boys don't remember either. But bad/wrong falls into the category of fail.. so ill stick with that
What I learned:
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It's always ok to give up on a situation that is stressing you. I think it's easier to go to crops with someone. You just have to create something really pretty at home- and make a trip to the Range for more essential supplies!
ReplyDeletelol are you volunteering kim??
ReplyDeleteI want to say - Hello!
ReplyDeleteIt's great that Kim also reads your blog!
I wonder - perhaps you will take part in Lucky Snapping in 2013!
/ I'm not ready for social situations - TOO! - I don't even care! What I cann't do - these tasks does my husband! - Pay bills, go to meetings of fellow tenants ../
Nicky - You are very sensitive and fragile. Be yourself!