Street Scene
Oh goodness, this caused me actual pain to take, so i waited until clearing up time before venturing to the bottom of the high street and catching the market traders packing up their stalls. I cant wait to get words again that i can take from the comfort of my own home :)
Chimneys
Phew, this one was an easier one :) i only had to walk across the road to snap a photo of our victorian terraced houses. One nice thing about these old type of buildings are the still preserved original features, especially the chimneys.
Work is still going like mad here, trying to get all the jobs done before mother's arrival. I have lost heart and just know it wont all be ready, leaving me wide open for criticism. I dont even understand this need to "see" people... we talk on the phone several times a week, why is it so important to "see" me? im just a lot older, fatter and uglier than i was when you last saw me 10 yrs ago.. it is so frustrating! i feel so embarrassed about myself as it is, so to have to be on show and dressed up at ALL times and hair done, makeup done every day, it just is not me.. the pressure of this visit is definitely taking its toll on me... plus i will be expected to "go places", i dont like being outside, i dont like being away from my home.. its just not something i like to do... im just so frustrated with everything at the moment...
So sorry to hear you are stressing so much Nicky. If I could give you enough strength to just be what YOU want to be. xxxxxx
ReplyDeleteAhh Picxie, your words are such a reflection of how you feel. I do hope that sharing with us helps get the feelings out and makes it a little easier to deal with.. Try to take a deep breath, smile and focus on the end of the time, when you can relax and be comfier.. K
ReplyDeleteAww Nicky! She's going to love seeing you and your house must be lovely now! You need to take a great big deep breath and remember how lucky she is to be staying with you all!!!!!
ReplyDeleteHope you feel less stressed soon.
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